May the Force be with me.

It's amazing to me how much security just having a job can give you. My paycheck is pathetic but even still there is something very satisfying knowing that no matter how broke I am, or how afraid of the future I might be, I am at least making some steps towards the light.

Joey is out of town for the weekend in Texas. He and Kendall are hanging out and he is getting a good dose of Koach's childhood. Lol, I hate not having him home because the apartment seems very large and empty without him wandering around but I figure that I had better get used to it since SF draws ever closer. Luckily this weekend I have plenty to distract me. I'm working tomorrow until close and then I am headed out to the movies with a few friends. Sunday I am fully intending on spending the whole day sleeping and relaxing. (Not really, I'll probably sleep till about 8 and then spend the rest of my time sending out my resume.) Life is good though.

Here is my current theme song. It probably won't make much sense to anyone but my mom but meh, it's a good song and it makes me happy to listen to.

There is a place, somewhere inside you
It is a place most never see
Where heaven and hell come together find you
To cut you down and set you free

Captain Courageous, lookin' for moonbeams
Facing his fears for he had to see
Out of the blue and into the black
With an eye on his soul and the wind at his back

Inside the box
We choose to carry all that we feel
So neatly tied
Untie the knot you cling to so madly
A part of you lives and a part of you dies

Captain Courageous, lookin' for moonbeams
Facing his fears for he had to see,
Out of the blue and into the black
With an eye on his soul and the wind at his back

There comes a time, some day, some hour
It is a time, you're truely alone
In the mirror you see your box spinning downward
Falling away, you're finally home